The Secret Diary of a Sadist Domina Pt1

Part 1 – Hurting his Cock
A real life Mistress close to The English Mansion (but who wishes to remain anonymous) is going to let us into her secret exploits with these regular blog entries.

My poor little slave. He’s really suffering at the moment. He woke me at 8am as usual with his mouth, lapping at me gently arousing me until I climax in his mouth and after he drinks me and licks me clean. I noticed that his cock was hard and it irritated me. He is here for my pleasure and not vice-versa. I sent him to the medicine cabinet and told him to bring me two things; the deep heat and the tiger balm. I allowed him to stand so I had easy access to his cock and carefully applied deep heat to one side of his cock and the Tiger Balm, which goes cold on application, to the other side. At first nothing seemed to happen and then his face contorted and he groaned. I thought it was a groan of pain but when I saw his cock stiffen even more I realised he was enjoying it.

Irritated further, I sent him to the garden to get some stinging nettles and waited until he came back with a number of stems. My slave is always obedient but I thought that on this occasion I should tie him as my intention was to hurt him in a way that he had not experienced before and I didn’t want him to be able to move at all. I sent to the kitchen and got some cling film and wrapped him up; touching him gently and lovingly, knowing that he was going to suffer later at my hands. Once fully wrapped I pushed him back onto the bed and cut holes around his nipples and cock, balls and arse. After that I strapped him to the bed with huge belts and then set to work on him. By this time he was so hard his cock was dripping.

I put on some rubber gloves and took a syringe with a fine 15cm tube attached. I filled the syringe with the Deep Heat and then inserted the small tube into his cock. It went in easily as he was so hard and well lubricated. From there I gently squeezed the plunger and injected 20cl into his cock. And then I waited. I have never seen my slave cry before. Sometimes it seems like he can take anything with just a murmur. But not this time. At first he gazed at me adoringly. After a few minutes he closed his eyes and tears started to trickle out of them and down the sides of his face. He tried to be brave but eventually started to scream. It was such a beautiful sound.

When the pain started to subside he quietened down but I missed the sound of his screams too much. I refilled the syringe and he started to beg me not to do it. To do anything else but not that. As I am a kind mistress I decided to agree to his request. I unstrapped him and unwrapped him and told him to kneel in front of me and present his arse. Despite all the pain his cock was still hard. I reached into the bag of nettles, taking care to protect myself and took some out. I told my slave to present his arse and I started to whip him with the nettles.  I whipped him until he was sobbing again. I helped him to his feet and tied him to the ceiling with his legs in spreaders. I then filled two more syringes, one with hot Deep Heat and the other with the cold Tiger Balm. I then inserted two fine tubes, one into his anus and the other into his cock and introduced 30ml into each. This will teach him to beg for mercy. He is my slave and if it gives me pleasure to hurt him it is not his place to challenge me. This time he went beyond screaming. He looked lifeless at times, engrossed in his own private agony, as if meditating but all the time the tears flowed and as I lie here now, touching myself I realise that I have become addicted to his pain and it occurs to me to collect his tears in a bottle.

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